Thoughts

Excerpt from e-mail to Aunt Maggie from today: (After sending it I realized, this blog would be a good place to hang on to the memory)


... I have to tell you that today, I actually laid on my floor laughing my ass off with Kavaun as he made goofy faces, giggled and hid from me. These are the moments I want to bottle up and hang on to forever. I just laid there realizing this is some cool shit... all the while, his pb&j became a pbj&c (the c- for the carpet which he smeared the sandwich into with his hands and feet while screaming like a chimp.)

Again - it is not always rosy of course, but what an amazing difference Kavaun has made in our lives. For me personally, fatherhood has made me so proud, so full of life and also so humble. It is scary how much love there is within me now. Every once in a while I get scared worrying about his well-being now and down the road just because I care so much.

Once again, thanks for listening.